I’ve been in a funk. It started about April – May of 2017. I wasn’t able to get out of it. I’m still in it as 2018 begins. But, hopefully, maybe I can climb out (or roll out) of it in 2018.
At least that is a hope. A New Year’s hope.
Depression is a grievous companion. I can’t seem to shake it. The 20 mg of Paxil takes the edge off. But, it doesn’t take it away.
My Post Nikki life hasn’t been all that great. Thankfully, there hasn’t been any tragedies but the zest for life isn’t there.
This morning, the first work day of 2018, I have to listen to an office narcissist talk about the major and minor details of his 2017 European Christmas/New Years vacation. I have to listen to him brag how impressed the backwards Europeans were with his American winkle.
Anyways, I do have a semblance of a plan for 2018.
- Get back into calorie counting.
- Exercise more.
- Blog more.
- Teach myself to draw
- Paint more
- Reduce the amount of Diet Mountain Dew I drink
- Increase the amount of water I drink
Anyways, I wish everyone a great 2018.